Deadly.

I love my girlfriend. I mean it, I really do. I would die for her if I thought it was going to mean she was better off in some way. I don't know what I'd do if she left me...well, actually, that's a lie. I've already been there once recently, and I don't plan on going back to it. I'm so glad that we're back together now - it means the world to me.

I just wish that I could be open about our relationship. Maybe not on Facebook, but be able to send her lovey-dovey messages on twitter and stuff, so that I can sorta show her off, I guess. I want to be able to be affectionate with her in public and that just doesn't happen, mainly because she's scared about people looking at her funny. I guess I can understand that because, you know, girls kissing each other is obviously weird (end sarcasm). I don't want to lose her, but I also want to be cute and cuddly as well.

I guess you just can't have the perfect love these days.